i havent even turned my computer off im an idiot and im pretty sure i wont be able to sleep anyways 

tagged: +i might say words 

good news: i am still homestuck trash

tagged: +i might way words 

im having a lot of emotions over Roxy and Rose right now aaaah

faraashah:

westerners are obsessed with the idea of happiness as if it’s a constant state of being. happiness comes in moments. you dont “achieve” happiness. you experience it along with every other emotion on the spectrum. if you spend your life chasing this constructed idea of happiness you will never even be remotely content. work on being whole and feeling everything while increasing the happy moments. stop trying to be a “happy person.” just be a person.

lostinspacetoroamforever replied to your post: I’ve been sleeping for the past 4 hour…

im sorry. i hope shes safe

thanks friend! yeah i messaged my mentor asking if she was okay and she saw it but didn’t respond….. so, great. i’m fine though. probably. but this has been the worst month or so in a long time. :(

i love it when friends get facebook for the first time and we all get to tag them in photos from like freshman year

i love it when friends get facebook for the first time and we all get to tag them in photos from like freshman year

tagged: +kathy  +chummy times 

its been 2 days since i started rereading homestuck and i already am talking completely differently in messages to my friends this is gonna be fun for all of us

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The Borderline does not accept her own intelligence, attractiveness, or sensitivity as constant traits, but rather as comparative qualities to be continually re-earned and judged against others. For the Borderline, identity is graded on a curve. Who she is and what she does today determines her worth, with little regard to what has come before. The Borderline allows herself no laurels on which to rest. Like Sisyphus, she is doomed to roll the boulder repeatedly up the hill, needing to prove herself over and over again.
Jerold Kreisman and Hal Straus ‘I Hate You—Don’t Leave Me: Understanding the Borderline Personality’  (via impaired-functioning) ←

I’ve been sleeping for the past 4 hours because my mentor had to reschedule getting together with me because of some emergency situation she has to deal with and it’s probably Chloe and apparently that’s how I chose to handle it…

tagged: +i might say words 

faraashah:

westerners are obsessed with the idea of happiness as if it’s a constant state of being. happiness comes in moments. you dont “achieve” happiness. you experience it along with every other emotion on the spectrum. if you spend your life chasing this constructed idea of happiness you will never even be remotely content. work on being whole and feeling everything while increasing the happy moments. stop trying to be a “happy person.” just be a person.

awwww-cute:

He finally grew into that bow tie

awwww-cute:

He finally grew into that bow tie